I had a dream once and that dream almost destroyed me. I had a giant whole in my heart that until this day is still visible on some level of my daily life interactions. However, luckily I got myself together with that emptiness and used it to transform myself . I ended up losing 80 pounds of it. I used that place of emptiness to fuel my love of running.
Now as I see it in retrospect, it was and is a wonderful way of self healing, a exploration of forgiveness and being empathetic. A place now I find my own little niche of happiness. Pavement and Sneakers.